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10:04 grew on me, even though I spent nearly every page thinking it was too cute for me, probably mainly because it has a good sense of place and don't mind hating a narrator. In fact, it's very hard for me to resent a fictional character the way I would resent a real person who tried to tell me all about octopus intelligence and how delicious those baby octopuses were in the same sentence. 10:04 has "A Novel" right on the cover, even though Meta-Ben deliberately spends a great deal of time blurring the lines between himself and author Ben Lerner and then elbowing me in the ribs about it. What you end up with is a little bit of Occupy Wall Street, a little bit of Hurricane Sandy, and a lot of anxious chewing on the gristle of time and squinting at the unimaginable future, plus some New York Writing Life details that would sound like outdated aspirational fantasy if I didn't already know that Ben Lerner is a real and successful author. It wasn't my thing, but it mostly worked anyway. I may even read more of Meta-Ben's Late Capitalist Adventures, but probably only if they fall directly into my lap like this one did.

What I'm Reading Now

The Quality of Hurt is Volume 1 of Chester Himes' two-part autobiography; the second part is called My Life of Absurdity, which is the title that drew me to both at the used book store. In Volume 1, the word "hurt" recurs over and over again. I expect him to do the same thing with "absurdity" in Vol II. Himes is frank to the point of flatness, and completely unapologetic, about his fairly nasty attitudes and occasional violence toward women, as well as a lot of other bad decisions both sympathetic and opaque. That said, I'm finiding it extremely readable - it presents all the impenetrable confusion of day-to-day life in an incongruously lucid style. Himes is as addicted to sweeping statements about massive categories of people as he is defensive of his own individuality, but his assessment of "the American black" makes an accurate enough description of himself: "complex, intriguing, and not particularly likable." I'm enjoying his totally unromantic account of an endlessly circular and petty expatriate Paris (circa 1955), and he manages to get a tremendous amount of writing done in between drunken altercations, decaying friendships, and car accidents.

The university library is now open to the mask-wearing public, with caution tape wrapped around some of the chairs and the adopt-a-book shelf repurposed as a pickup station for no-contact book requests - so I got a couple of library books for the first time since March. One of them is What It Takes: The Way to the White House by Richard Ben Cramer. I've decided that the best medicine for my recurring election-year anxiety is a balls-to-the-wall gonzo hot tub party of a book about an election year that is safely in the past.

What it Takes begins in 1986 and follows George H.W. Bush, Bob Dole, Gary Hart, Dick Gephardt, Joe Biden, and Michael Dukakis through biographical flashbacks and into the presidential primaries and election of 1988. Cramer explains in the introduction how he followed these guys around and did about a million interviews in order to bolster his case for what still feels like a completely unearned assumption of intimacy, in which he follows each candidate around in a close-third pseudo-internal monologue in an approximation of the candidate's speaking style. He'd also originally meant to include Jesse Jackson but left him out in the end because he didn't feel he'd established enough rapport. This was a little disappointing to me as a reader, but also probably just as well.

I suspect I wouldn't enjoy this approach at all if I were reading a book about the present (either similarly-constructed monologues about present-day politicians, or if I somehow slipped back in time to 1988 to read the originals in Esquire) but from thirty-plus years in the future, it's like reading a really jumpy novel by a wannabe Tolstoy, and just what the doctor ordered.

What I Plan to Read Next

The other book I got from the library is called Forty-One False Starts and was a drive-by recommendation from Granta. I also pulled Cynthia Voigt's Homecoming out of the Larger Free Library because I had an incredibly petty grudge against Dicey's Song back in my Scholastic Book Fair days and never subsequently gave Cynthia Voigt a second chance.
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What I've Finished Reading

There's absolutely no practical reason for me to keep 1985's Alone After School: A Self-care guide for latchkey children & their parents: I'll never have children, I'm not planning to time-travel to 1985 and adopt any, and I don't maintain a library of primary sources for the benefit of historical novelists. This is a very ordinary, completely disposable book of affirmations and instructions with no special qualities (unlike, say, the highly idiosyncratic personality of Mr. Rogers Talks With Parents). But I love the cover and I like all the tiny details of daily life this book suggests - the ubiquity of "obscene phone calls" and the phone as a source of danger, the product category "TV dinners," the burgeoning influence of the microwave. It reflects the rise in "stranger danger" and the child molester as a major cultural fear, and also tries to take a reassuring tone about kids looking after themselves.

I thought it was interesting that the authors (Helen L. Swan and Victoria Houston) are willing to concede that some households might not have a phone (they strongly suggest you get one), but make absolutely no concession to the possibility that a household might not have a TV - maybe just because it has less of a practical effect on the advice they give.

What I'm Reading Now

From the opening section of 10:04 by Ben Lerner:

The city had converted an elevated length of abandoned railway spur into an aerial greenway and the agent and I were walking south along it in the unseasonable warmth after an outrageously expensive celebratory meal in Chelsea that included baby octopuses the chef had literally massaged to death. We had ingested the impossibly tender things entire, the first intact head I had ever consumed, let alone of an animal that decorates its lair, has been observed at complicated play. [. . .] A few months before, the agent had e-mailed me that she believed I could get a "strong six-figure" advance based on a story of mine that had appeared in The New Yorker; all I had to do was promise to turn it into a novel. I managed to draft an earnest if indefinite proposal and soon there was a competitive auction among the major New York houses and we were eating cephalopods in what would become the opening scene.


GET IT? Welcome to the book you hold in your hands, dear reader! Once again, I can't tell yet whether I'm going to love this book or hate it, or whiplash between the two in midsentence. I do know I'm mad at Meta Ben Lerner for not just telling the waiter he didn't want any baby octopuses.

Also, Bernie Soares is right: no one loves a success. Opening your novel with the author-narrator's six-figure book deal for the novel you are about to read is a hilariously bold move.

Hanif Abdurraqib's Go Ahead in the Rain: Notes to a Tribe Called Quest is a pretty good example of a genre I love but seldom read, because I keep forgetting how much I love it until there's an example in front of me. That genre is "highly personal deep-dive love letters to bands and music scenes I know nothing about." It's importantly distinct from deep-dive love letters to music that I've already heard or that was important to me, where there's always the risk of getting into a mental argument with a stranger on some crucial point of interpretation, or simply not believing in the critical leaps made. Paeans to unheard music, on the other hand, are burdenless. I don't know if people who love A Tribe Called Quest will love this book - probably some will and some will roll their eyes - but it's been great for me.

What I Plan to Read Next

I haven't been to the library in a very long time, but I hear it's open now on limited hours and I might go get What It Takes, Richard Cramer's account of the 1988 Democratic Party presidential primary. I haven't fully made up my mind, mostly because by the time I think of it it's already midday and too hot to go to the library.

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